(The fourth in my Christmas Carols
series.)
I’m
going to assume you’ve heard of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow and take you back to
1861. That was the year the poet lost his wife in a horrible fire. She was 44. The
New York Times, on July 12, reported the following:
While
seated at her library table, making seals for the entertainment of her two
youngest children, a match or piece of lighted paper caught her dress, and she
was in a moment enveloped in flames. Prof. Longfellow, who was in his study,
ran to her assistance, and succeeded in extinguishing the flames, with
considerable injury to himself, but too late for the rescue of her life…
She leaves
five children to mourn, with their father, their common loss.
Longfellow
had already buried his first wife, Mary, after just four years of marriage when
she was only 22. He was no stranger to loss.
The
first Christmas after Fanny’s death, Longfellow wrote, “How
inexpressibly sad are all holidays.”
A
year after the incident, he wrote, “I can make no
record of these days. Better leave them wrapped in silence. Perhaps someday God
will give me peace.”
It’s
not hard to understand why his journal entry for December 25, 1862 reads: “‘A merry Christmas’ say the children, but that is no
more for me.”
The
next Christmas, 1863, was silent in Longfellow’s journal. The American Civil
War raged on.
On
Christmas day, 1864, the beloved poet received word that his oldest son
Charles, a lieutenant in the Army of the Potomac, had been severely wounded
with a bullet passing under his shoulder blades and taking off one of the
spinal processes.
Not
knowing whether his son would live or die, Longfellow did the only thing a poet
knows to do: poured out his heart on paper. As he sat alone with his grief, he
penned words to challenge his own despair and called the composition Christmas
Bells, little knowing how many people his work might eventually reach.
Eight
years later, composer John Baptiste Calkin set Longfellow’s words to music and
it became the somewhat mournful carol you and I know as I Heard the Bells on
Christmas Day.
If
you have suffered loss and wounds, you know how Christmas and other holidays can
heighten your pain. You can easily relate to Longfellow’s fourth stanza:
“And
in despair I bowed my head
‘There is no peace on earth,’ I said,
‘For hate is strong and mocks the song
Of peace on earth, good will to men.’”
‘There is no peace on earth,’ I said,
‘For hate is strong and mocks the song
Of peace on earth, good will to men.’”
But somewhere in his outpouring of honest grief, hope came to Longfellow and he wrote words he chose to believe, despite all the evidence to the contrary:
“Then
pealed the bells more loud and deep:
‘God is not dead, nor doth He sleep;
The wrong shall fail, the right prevail
With peace on earth, good will to men.’”
‘God is not dead, nor doth He sleep;
The wrong shall fail, the right prevail
With peace on earth, good will to men.’”
Lt.
Charles Longfellow did not die that Christmas, but lived. I can only surmise
that his father’s prayers were heard and God did indeed give him peace.
Faith
is choosing to believe things contrary to evidence. It defies explanation. But
it remains the very basis for peace on earth, goodwill to men. If 2013 has been
a year of pain and despair for you, it may mean the bells of faith will peal
more loudly and deeply for you than ever before in 2014.
Let’s
pray for it.