Prov 17:22

A merry heart doeth good like a medicine... - Proverbs 17:22
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Friday, November 1, 2019

The Last Sin Eater

I was twelve years old and home alone, with no business watching what I was watching on TV. Only this morning did I finally discover it was probably Night Gallery, Season 2, Episode 21 called The Sins of the Fathers. For all the decades since, all I could remember was this:

A corpse is laid out on a table, an abundance of food surrounding it. The house is empty of the living. The background music is designed to spook the viewer. A half-mad man, whom I can only fathom must be starving, enters and gobbles the food like an animal. Then he runs away, carrying as much of the food with him as he can.

I wanted to turn it off but was afraid to get any closer to the television. Remote controls were still in the future.

The show haunted me for years. Had I actually seen such a thing or had I dreamed it? What was that about? What was the name of the movie? If I could find it and watch it again as an adult, would it make sense?

Years later, I would finally find a partial answer.

At the age of 39, I received a lovely Mother’s Day gift: a copy of Francine Rivers’ book, The Last Sin Eater. My kids knew only that I liked the author and nothing about the story or my history related to it.

The book could not have been a better gift.

Because of Rivers’ novel, a light bulb came on for me. Her story takes place in America’s Great Smoky Mountains in the 1850’s. A tradition has been carried over by immigrants from England, Scotland, and Wales. The “sin-eater” was paid a fee or given food to take upon himself the moral trespasses of the deceased and their consequences in the afterlife. Basically, he sold his soul to free the soul of the departed.

Although abundant information about this custom is now easily accessed on the internet, I had no such resource at the time. The 1926 book Funeral Customs by Bertram S. Puckle mentions the sin-eater:

“Abhorred by the superstitious villagers as a thing unclean, the sin-eater cut himself off from all social interaction and lived alone in a remote place. Those who chanced to meet him avoided him as they would a leper. Only when a death took place did they seek him out. When his purpose was accomplished, they burned the wooden bowl and platter from which he’d eaten the food placed on the corpse for his consumption.”

What poor desperate soul would volunteer for this?

Rivers’ novel (later made into a movie) introduces us to such a person. In her story, the sin-eater and a curious young girl are both led on a journey of discovery, suffering, and redemption.

Unlike some, I don’t enjoy being frightened out of my skin. You couldn’t pay me to watch horror movies, visit haunted houses, or listen to ghost stories. I figure life can be frightening enough as is.

Perhaps that’s why scripture tells us over and over to “fear not.” While some say it appears in the Bible 365 times—once for every day of the year—others say that isn’t true unless you’re exceptionally generous with interpretations. Regardless, all agree it’s the most often repeated exhortation in scripture. Could it be because fear is the opposite of faith, and faith is the first response God wants to see in us? 

Traditions like the sin-eater feel desperately sad unless they point us to the only one who actually did take our sin upon himself and can truly set us free: Jesus Christ. The last sin-eater.

Fear not.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Three Things I'm Afraid Of

Never been a fan of Halloween. I figure there's enough genuine wickedness in the world without having our children pretend to be witches, vampires, or werewolves, even for a night. Nor have I understood the thrill of being terrorized out of my wits by horror movies or books like Stephen King's. And you can ask my hubby why it's just not worth the fun of startling me.
     But neither am I one of those who thumps folks over the head with the evils of Halloween. I refuse to hide in the basement on October 31, lights off and doors locked. I give out treats to be a good neighbour and because it's a handy excuse to have chocolate in the house. (Although last year, I finally got smart and bought the kind of candy that doesn't tempt me. Much.)
     I'll tell you what does frighten me, though, and it's not spiders, snakes, death, or public speaking. Here are three things I find truly scary:
     1. When adults teach children the theory of evolution as fact. If you've read my column much, you already know where I stand on the idea of our having a Master Designer. For my first bit of evidence, I present to you The Ear. Assuming all of life evolved from a single-cell amoeba, I'd like to know why, at some given point along our evolutionary climb, the ear started to develop. For what reason? With no knowledge of sound, how did we "know" to evolve a means to hear? And closer to home, why do creatures much farther behind on the ladder have the ability to grow new limbs while humans do not? Who decided to discard this as a useless feature? I guess I just don't have the kind of faith required to believe in evolution.
     2. I fear how far behind I am technology-wise. Sure, I can use a computer for writing and emailing and Facebook. But all the little hand-held gadgets everybody else seems to be carrying around make me feel like a dinosaur. I don't even own a cell phone. I'm tempted to keep a calculator in my pocket so I can whip it out and pretend to check messages every now and then, just to look hip. When they dim the lights in church, you can see folks' faces all aglow, not from the joy of the Lord but from the reflection of their electronic whatever. Another year or two, and I will have to abandon all hope of ever catching up. This scares me.
     3. When I hear myself and my friends discussing our various ailments, medications, and doctor visits ad nauseum. I used to vow I'd never become one of those people. Now I find myself hammering out long emails to my sister with all the details, and devouring her replies. I get it now. But it's not the ailments that trouble me so much, it's their all-consuming, attention-grabbing nature. It's what they reveal about my own self-centredness versus the person I hoped I was. Scary.
     No wonder almost every book in the Bible includes at least one "fear not." There is much to fear!
     And it ain't Halloween.